Do you remember Hamlet’s tragic flaw? He considered everything for so long that he no longer had a concept of right or wrong, and was unable to take action on his thoughts. That is, he thought too much, and didn’t act. Sometimes, I feel very Hamlet-like. Not that I’m plotting revenge for a family wrong…no, nothing quite so melodramatic in my life. Just that I have these great ideas, and then I think about them until they’re almost completely fleshed out, and then I don’t do anything about them.
For example, three years or so ago, I met a visual artist who said he was interested in illustrating a YA fantasy novel, but needed a writer. We had coffee, we brainstormed. He showed me some storyboards of ideas, I wrote the rough drafts of a few chapters. But, YA really isn’t my genre, so I told myself, and my schedule was incredibly busy. Ultimately, we stopped meeting and conversing about the project, and I shelved the chapters I had written as a “dead project,” relegated to the recesses of my hard drive. Eventually, I lost contact with the artist.
Now, I sort of wish that I had pursued the project. Perhaps I could have pulled it off, after all. One never knows.
That happens frequently with writing projects. I have random ideas that I store somewhere in my brain, or that I type out in order to remember. Some are deleted after being re-visited a few months later, and others are kept. And I think about them. And I think about them. And I think about them some more. Very infrequently, however, do I sit down and do any writing. Thus, I’m typically juggling two or three projects when many more show potential.
So, I’m resolved to make the space for more side projects, this year. In addition to the two works-in-progress I’m actively writing and editing, I’ve started one such side project, a non-fiction collection of thoughts that may or may not become anything, but that I’m going to write, in any case. I’m also going to take a shot at a children’s book for which I had an idea a little over a year ago, but that I never touched, because children’s literature really isn’t my genre. Still, I’m going to see how it turns out.
I need to move forward in other areas of life, as well…opportunities that present themselves that I don’t immediately jump on because I spend too much time thinking and not enough time engaging. I’m just getting around to actively pursuing an opportunity that arose nearly two years ago, now…one that I put off for far too long until we eventually had a baby, causing the potential to be pushed even further down the line.
Karen balances me, well, in that she likes to have all of the details before moving on an idea. I have the impulse to just move, but then become completely stagnate if I pause to consider all of the details. I think there has to be a balance, an in-between ground of approaching something wisely while still moving expeditiously. So, striking that balance is a goal for my new year.
The worst-case scenario is that I’ll be talking next year about all of those wild ideas that we tried, instead of thinking about what I wish we had already done.
Photo Attribution: Brian Hillegas